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I'm having massive migraine, head pain since yesterday untill today ... NOW!!
The moment I stand up, i feel shaky... I'm drowsy...very drowsy....
I just want myself back~!~!
Somehow or rather I'm not able to do it...
So many things in my head which yes its true I can;t concernrate to what I'm doing which is very bad.
So many negatives things arising in my head... sometimes I feel empty less...
So many negatives makes me to do what I don't want to do or not supposed to do it....
So many negatives makes me to hurt myself.. which I finds it bored...and worthless..
So many negatives leads myself to tell myself all the time I'M NOT XXXXXX !!
That effing word have been haunted myself, counting 23 years... Oh Lord, please help me~!~!
So many negatives makes me to don;t know what to say or talk....
GIVES ME MIGRAINE!! and growing white hairs!!! Haih.....
So many negatives spoiling myself....
Reminding myself positive words doesn't help myself.. somehow or rather...
WHY??? I have no clue....
DEAD
If I'm that xxxxxxxx, I wouldn't be here....
The moment I stand up, i feel shaky... I'm drowsy...very drowsy....
I just want myself back~!~!
Somehow or rather I'm not able to do it...
So many things in my head which yes its true I can;t concernrate to what I'm doing which is very bad.
So many negatives things arising in my head... sometimes I feel empty less...
So many negatives makes me to do what I don't want to do or not supposed to do it....
So many negatives makes me to hurt myself.. which I finds it bored...and worthless..
So many negatives leads myself to tell myself all the time I'M NOT XXXXXX !!
That effing word have been haunted myself, counting 23 years... Oh Lord, please help me~!~!
So many negatives makes me to don;t know what to say or talk....
GIVES ME MIGRAINE!! and growing white hairs!!! Haih.....
So many negatives spoiling myself....
Reminding myself positive words doesn't help myself.. somehow or rather...
WHY??? I have no clue....
DEAD
If I'm that xxxxxxxx, I wouldn't be here....
Friday, March 9, 2012
Thursday, March 8, 2012
B.O.R.E.D.O.M
I'm BORED,,, yes I am... Im singing in my office room...what people says : BOSS not around, can sing song.. but to me NO ... SOOOO QUIIEETTTT!!!! Sieenzzz.... do exercise also finished... thinking what to do.... what to do... Clean and tidy boss room done!
Lighting : Waiting for ppl to repair and stock
Brain not functioning somore.... Geez~!~!
Lighting : Waiting for ppl to repair and stock
Brain not functioning somore.... Geez~!~!
My Birthdayyy =)
YIPPIEEE!!!!!!
My humble boss gave me 'Samsung Galaxy S2" as a birthday present~!~1 SOO NICE off him... but I totallly LOVE it.... After so many years, this time only I have an Android mobile for good...
Happy also cause got a nice boss and I like to work and learn from him... As you see, I'm so OUT Of the business world... Observing how people talking about business makes me nervous sometimes as I don;t know what to talk about.. A whole new change as I used to attend Fashion Events or Modeling Events only....
Psst ** My dad said, "SOOO NICEEE a your boss give you mobile... I told him He is a Nice boss... and when Im playing games, my dad complain.. LOL...
~*** HAPPPYYYYY HAPPPYYYY***~~~~ CAN SAY THE BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT I HAVE.... :))
BUT of cause cannot take things for granted also need to buck up myself... I know I stillll have alot of things to LEARN!!! Gambate!!! I can do it!!!
Xoxoxoxox
My humble boss gave me 'Samsung Galaxy S2" as a birthday present~!~1 SOO NICE off him... but I totallly LOVE it.... After so many years, this time only I have an Android mobile for good...
Happy also cause got a nice boss and I like to work and learn from him... As you see, I'm so OUT Of the business world... Observing how people talking about business makes me nervous sometimes as I don;t know what to talk about.. A whole new change as I used to attend Fashion Events or Modeling Events only....
Psst ** My dad said, "SOOO NICEEE a your boss give you mobile... I told him He is a Nice boss... and when Im playing games, my dad complain.. LOL...
~*** HAPPPYYYYY HAPPPYYYY***~~~~ CAN SAY THE BEST BIRTHDAY GIFT I HAVE.... :))
BUT of cause cannot take things for granted also need to buck up myself... I know I stillll have alot of things to LEARN!!! Gambate!!! I can do it!!!
Xoxoxoxox
Unnamed
Living without a Man in life, don;t need to cry over heels for it...
Live as how you lived your life...
Family and Friends are the most important...
But...
When you see couples together, such a sad thing as you miss it...
the feelings....
is XXXXXXXXXXXXXX
only 1-2% GOOD MAN are around~!~!! :(
Live as how you lived your life...
Family and Friends are the most important...
But...
When you see couples together, such a sad thing as you miss it...
the feelings....
is XXXXXXXXXXXXXX
only 1-2% GOOD MAN are around~!~!! :(
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