Simple explanation

At this moment on, right now as you read this make this a solemn vow about your future romantic relationships. I hate talking about my feelings. I hate talking about my "relationship". I know I'm a chick and chicks are supposed to be all emotional but I'm not. I don't like it one bit. I particularly don't like asking a guy where the relationship is going or how he feels about me. Ewwww.. It should be natural and easy and obvious. But wait! I used to asked that ...taahaa.... now change mind....(:

So I guess if I have to start thinking and planning and devising all sorts of ways to find out what kind of situation. SHIT!!But starting a new relationship is terrifying... We are old enough to have experienced or witnessed the triage of broken romance. We know that if there has been a beginning to a relationship there has been if we are still out there dating always end to the relationship. And worst the endings always suck big time!! Don't you agreed? Yes? NO?

Women will try all sorts of tricks and diversions and distractions to try not to notice that we might in fact be getting into a relationship. That just seems like a very not understandable aspect to human nature. So what in the beginning it have a little vague ? Who wants to be that crazy girl who needs to know exactly what is going on the minute she meets a guy? You want be the cool girl or the girl who knows how to hang out and not be all demanding?? Choose your pick.....

To me... That's who I always was and wanted to be......(:

The thing is even a cool girl will get her feelings hurt and yet she still won't have reactions to how's she being treated....I don't know... Maybe its just me....
As I grow older, my priorities have changed. Now I don't want to be the " sort of dating" someone. I don't wanna spend a lot of energy suppressing all my feelings so I appear uninvolved..I wanna to be involved. I want to sleep with the special someone.
I know I'll see again because they've already demonstrated to me that they are trustworthy and honorable. and into me that's for sure. Definitely in the beginning you have to be somewhat cautious about how much you give away. But that caution shouldn't be to make them well more comfortable it should be because you know that you are ultimately a delicate, valuable creature who should be careful and discerning about who gets your affection. That's what I'm doing now. And it's not going so badly..